I hate having that gut feeling that something has shifted away from me, but then questioning whether that feeling is legitimate since being bipolar and not sleeping enough makes that even worse but sometimes insidiously so that you think maybe you’re being affected but then again maybe not, but then the gut kicks in again and you start feeling like an absolute moron for not picking up the signs but you can’t really get confirmation because hey, maybe you’re just being paranoid thanks to a minor dip in the moodswing but then if you keep going forward as though nothing is wrong, things really aren’t going to do anything other than decline further…

Sorry. But a tiny voice in my head wanted all of you to come in for a bit.

This, too, shall pass.

The fuck out, that is.